I didn’t think my heart could be pulled in so many directions but it can. Things I wish I could let go I can’t and things I want to hold on to are drifting away. I can’t wait for all of these feelings to stop and calm the fuck down. Goodnight world.
John Green (via ufo-club)
Yupp pretty sure this is how it happens for me.
I haven’t been on here in a while… at least a while for me. I’ve been really caught up in the rush of events of my life that I haven’t been able to really STOP. THINK… about everything that has happened. Is that the reason why? No. Maybe? Maybe I also haven’t been wanting to think. Thinking takes time. It takes effort and passion that I’m trying so desperately to push out. It hurts. It hurts to feel this way. It hurts to know that even though I have all the good intentions in the world, somewhere… SOMETHING always falls short. I’m just putting out fires. Nothing is being created. Everything I do is an attempt to not destroy (insert: friendships, relationships, job, class, work etc.). It’s now 1:43 AM.