Truth: It's 1:30 AM
I haven’t been on here in a while… at least a while for me. I’ve been really caught up in the rush of events of my life that I haven’t been able to really STOP. THINK… about everything that has happened. Is that the reason why? No. Maybe? Maybe I also haven’t been wanting to think. Thinking takes time. It takes effort and passion that I’m trying so desperately to push out. It hurts. It hurts to feel this way. It hurts to know that even though I have all the good intentions in the world, somewhere… SOMETHING always falls short. I’m just putting out fires. Nothing is being created. Everything I do is an attempt to not destroy (insert: friendships, relationships, job, class, work etc.). It’s now 1:43 AM.
